Who am I in your eyes?

What do you think about me?

really, what was your impression about me? am i a self-bitching bastard? a quiet guy, a loner? just wanna ask your honest opinion.


(self degrading rant ahead)



why did i feel so...unwanted today? i felt like i was the outsider, not connected to anybody. am i? an outsider? with out any connection whatsoever?

am i the guy who is seeked for stuff/service/help? i am not worthy to be seeked as a friend? and after i've been used, i'm to be thrown away like a piece of paper from a fancy toy? Am i viewed by the world in such manner? not as a person but as the dude who has the the thing that someone wants?

Will i ever be treated like this forever?

where is my huggable person? i could use a nice hug by now.....