The wanderer wonders.

Am i hooked here?

For some reason i am having thoughts about a certain someone. And the weird part is, we never met before ( ok , we HAVE met, but its for a very brief period).

And yes, she's a she. i'm not going THAT direction thanks.

What do i feel about it? i dont know. i never had this kind of experience before. the closest i've been like this was when i have like a massive crush with a girl back in highschool, which i found out is more like a brotherly love than something that is couple-like.

I AM inexperienced. i am the sounding board for friends ( or me menyiibuk becoming one) , so i know how a relationship should be. or should not be. but, to experience the thing, never did it.

One thing about here is that she is not a typical girl. she is malay, wears a tudung yada yada. but she rather draw than shop, doodle than makeups, talk about anime rather than talk about senseless thing. i KNOW i cant draw ANYTHING to save my life or save the world ( god dont send sny benevolent beings that demands drawings from me, if not they take over the world or something), but i AM an anime nut.

maybe its something, maybe its not. i will take this slowly. see what is the outcome. if there's something, nice, if not, well, friends are always an option right?

and another yes, i am jelous seeing people around me, that i know, that i DONT know, having someone to share their dreams together, even for a little while.

me, signing off.